Thank you for your note. That's helpful, and I'm sorry to be confusing. I see what you mean.
Let me put some answers into your questions:
1. "Seeing at those contest, what i see in everyone is the first letters in squares or circles..But that's a little over-used too." - yes, but entry 88 at
https://logotournament.com/contests/156045 is nice
2. "Do you want something completely abstract?" - No, the logo can have some symbols, but it has to have SOMETHING to do with Worldview Reformation... not just random shapes.
3. "...or a symbol? " - Symbols are fine but they should be related to WVR somehow, i.e. a globe, or a Bible, etc.
4. "do you want a bible?" - a Bible would be fine but it's not important. Only if it fits in really well with the whole design.
5. "or the letters?" - I like the 3-dimensional letters in entries 2, 4, 6, and 54 at
https://logotournament.com/contests/156045 - that sort of thing is nice.
6. Do you like your first option( 1st ranked?? I mean do you really like it? - No. I just didn't have anything better to rank above it.
Hope this helps.